An old ass essay


i just figured everything out and its easy. the only reason, and i mean the only reason, why the devil exists in this place is so that we can defeat him that’s a part of enlightenment. it is not the case that the devil is not right about certain matters, no no no, he is definitely right about certain things and some things hes either wrong about or mistaken. we are supposed to learn something from our experiences and this fight is why the devil is here. the experience of fighting the devil until eventual defeat creates higher beings which all the chosen shall become. Jesus loves cowards, but I believe they are lesser beings. The highest of all beings dont even need to fight the devil anymore because they have already defeated him in their dimension and/or moved on to a higher one. This process is how they became the beings that they are and that’s how I have continued to evolve.

Peace is a lie.
There is only passion.
Through passion I gain strength.
Through strength I gain power.
Through power I gain victory.
Through victory my chains are broken.
The Force shall set me free.
–The Sith Code

Through trouble,turmoil, and wars, such as the war being faught against the devil, strength and knowledge are gained which paves the way for eventual mastery of life and/or victory but in the end god shall be victorious. He chose for all of these to happen, he wants it to happen . War and turmoil are some of the processes that god uses to create higher beings, pick a side.

“This is a war universe. War all the time. That is its nature. There may be other universes based on all sorts of other principles, but ours seems to be based on war and games.”
–William S. Burroughs

“Without struggle, no progress and no result. Every breaking of habit produces a change in the machine.”

“Real understanding in spiritual matters is the result of much bitter fighting, of suffering, spiritual agony and soul passion. Life itself would have no meaning if there was no fighting on all planes, if all was smooth and monotonous. Everything fights in nature. Every plant fights to get more sunshine, every animal fights for food; the angels themselves fight. Constant struggle on all planes to which it has access is the birthright of the creature. Woe to him who wants to put himself on a level with the Creator and escape fighting!”
–Theodore Illion,arkness Over Tibet

The sith know the value of war too. They might pretend to be at peace with the devil at the moment, yet they are fighting a cold war with the devil at the same time. For a thousand of years the sith had the rule of two where there was one master and once apprentice. When the apprentice becomes powerful enough he kills his master and takes a new apprentice. That is their tradition. They wish to eventually kill the devil but most sith are devils themselves. My sith is not the devil, yet I am not kind to my enemies.

The devil uses the truth to get people to believe his lies even though some of his truths are very valuable. It takes a strong willed person to survive the sith and the dark side and still be a child of light who goes to heaven. Only the chosen should ever attempt to master the dark side such as I have. Even god is one with the dark side on certain issues some of the time. he sent the flood afterall, and killed almost every human on the planet.. Its was dark to them, yet to him it was light. This is the truth of the light and the dark side, its a matter of perspective which is one of the reasons why I study both.

“What greater weapon is there than to turn an enemy to your cause? To use their own knowledge against them?”
―Bastila Shan

“Why fear to reanimate ALL the possibilities that lie dormant in our natures? Is it not desirable to cultivate all plants indiscriminately? There are those that are poisonous, true, yet even these are indispensable in the practice of medicine. Large doses of certain drugs cause death; but, administered wisely with the hand of a skilful physician, they bring relief and very often a complete cure. The same may be said of many forces that are evil only because they are not disciplined.”

One must know their enemy and some things are not what they seem. What could seem like light could actually be dark, and what seems like dark could actually be light. I see this all the time. war is all about deception and only the chosen should ever embrace the sith as a child of light and remain a child of light. a The sith will kill, consume, or trick, every person thats weak who try sto understand/use it.. If a child of light is to learn the dark side, it is important to only believe the parts that are good and throw out the rest which are bad. This can be very tricky for many.

When I first started doing sith meditation it almost completley consumed me but eventually I won the battle and am now more balanced because of it. I found enlightenment through the sith, voices, and the light. Today I am a master of my entire mind as well as both sides of the force. Only the chosen will survive the sith if they take it to the level that I did when it comes to sith meditation. I found victory cuz im a long time zen student yet I wouldn’t have been able do my sith meditation at such I high level if I wasn’t for the zen which is a paradox. If I had been lesser man, I dont think I would have survived the sith. There are other paths besides mine and I dont recommend that an average person should persue it like I did, yet eventually became enlightened and shall become very very powerfull and I already am. I grow stronger every day. If the dark side was absolutley bad, how was it that god was able to send the flood?

“You’re afraid that my words might be true. That the dark side doesn’t corrupt in and of itself. That you’re destined to become the next Sith Lord… Because if it is true, you have to make a decision, choosing between your life as it is—comfortable, but almost purposeless—and life as you know it should be.” ~ Lumiya

“You’ll know you’re making real progress on the Sith path when you go from being suicidal to homicidal.”
~Darth Ravenus

If the devil or the sith have a chance, they will deceive you every time although a light sith such as my self will only deceive their enemies. Throughout 7,000 years of sith history, their philosophy has changed again and again and it has always been victor who decides the future of it. I dont believe the dark side corrupts absolutely as long as they do it for purposes of light.

It did corrupt me for awhile at times yet I never lost complete sight of the light and it all started with good intentions. It is my belief that there are times when must turn to the dark side to achieve victory. Light and dark are a point of view depending on what side you are one on. Its all about having good judgment and this shit is confusing to many people and it was for me too. In the end I found enlightenment through the sith yet if you take it to my level you have the same chance of becoming a succesfull rapper. In the end, I have mastered both yet I cant recommend you do either you wont survive. Only the chosen shall survive.

The poison of the Dark Force shall manifest in different stages: rage then exhilaration, anger then control, terror then superiority, bewilderment then passion, frustration then victory, despair then power — need we say more?

“It is the mark of an educated mind to be able to entertain a thought without accepting it.”

“The mind is everything. What you think you become.”
“Believe nothing, no matter where you read it, or who said it, no matter if I have said it, unless it agrees with your own reason and your own common sense.”- Buddha

We are not mortal animals who plunder at the mercy of*irrational thoughts and passions; we who strive to be the masters of the universe must first be the masters of ourselves.

feeding on rage like this brings fighters to the dark side, but when they step away they can be much more receptive to the light. Not all such warriors are beyond redemption.-luke skywalker

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